No.147[Reply]
what is so special why am I attrached to chest? When you look into things, you start seeing the world too clearly. It is obvious where your path went wrong and your own limitations, with that comes frustration, fear, ultimately one day you decide there's no plan at all to save you. The western ideals orient around the idea of balance and security, it is about divine rationalism but it's wrong, they're covering the truth of what brought them forward under rationalism! Western people did not succeed through rationalism alone, in fact, rationalism was greatly despised throughout its best most fruitful wars. Europe did not succeed based on intelligence but on violence. For each scientist that came up with something there are millions of others who exploited his work for personal benefits. The history of Europe is far darker than the illusive cute picterusque book they've had to make of it. But everyone begins weak. That includes men. Chest is symbol of maternity, it is not just symbol but physical protection already. I feel so terrified of its illusion because everybody knows this symbol is absolutely irrelevant and hated by modernity. Breasts are insult to western society, a society built on "smart" treachery instead of brute force. It is in instinct baseline to seek fear and in something that is weak who lives we see "if they can live then so I can too", it gives comfortable feeling but no matter what I despise it. Ultimately, I do want to hate breasts. I has just never managed to defeat it under loneliness and pity.
No.148
>>147But when you think about it, it is my addiction like drugs and alcohol, although I would never know its warmth I am sure it's probably all made up. The feeling of weak person can give strength to other who have stumbled themselves but at the same time weak will be abused more later. Kindness or slavery, what are breasts filled with, which?
>body was too longTHIS IS MY FUICKING BOARD
No.149
this sounded better.