I try my best not to write a lot or I will completely lose myself. I thought that I definitely should protect this place as my fortress, a man needs a mission so to speak right?
Around September, churro has completely gone under and for two months it has not been repaired. It was bombarded by bots from a splinter website that tried to imitate 4chan and other imageboards, after it was sold. This website is obsessed with my site but luckily we no longer have that problem because Captcha has been implemented without cloudflare or (((jedi mind tricks))) from (((friendly IT corporative CDN software))), custom flags and /pol/ have been reformed. Ever since August, we are finally back at it. How funny, it was only a Month! And a Year:F
If you want to know about history of this site and you just came to visit out of nowhere, you can find it at news.html page.
After many yapping in my brain, I am fine with keeping Mykola as the mascot of this site, although I originally planned to… Nevermind, let's just forget it.
Either way, I have many thoughts and I am just here to say welcome!
100000GET or sm
Ignore, I needed to write that statement. Don't think.
Muddskippers. Do you like them? Would you like to have sex with it? I think there is obvious contempt people openly express. When I look at jews writing in bios, I am like this is kind of bullying. Maybe, bullying is also open human nature anywhere too. I feel shitty, not desired. Unwanted. I should probably step up and think outside of something that is improbable. My life is very miserable. I remember seeing people who are miserable. I wonder if I could somehow… No, I'd rather not be nail in their grave. Writing this feels like stomach ache. Stomach pain. IT's just so immesurable. Why does stomach pain hurt so much? I feel like I'll just be getting older and die. Dying fart. Oh, that feels painful too. Knowing the consequence. The pain. Dying isn't worst when it's pain. Dying is worse when it feels like being broken, like when you think evil and good. When you feel that you dying is evil, and that what brings me hurt. True hurt. If I die, then it will die. IT will feel like to lose. Like evil winning, though.
I don't know. I wanted to just share things with you. I don't know that much though, my life has been pretty silent. Feeling of silence. It's sad.
I never experienced friendship or such. More, I don't know much about enjoyment. Everyone seems to feel great and warm deep inside them. It seems I am the only one who feels not just that I am not enjoying, though that I cannot enjoy. Like I am banned from it. I felt that for long times. That denial. That denial of someonew who is always picked the last in basketball team. I was just loser? No, maybe I can't feel. Maybe, I can't do things the same as proud of heart. Empty, silence and losing is so fucking bad.
I don't know. Sometiems, I wanted to be just game developer. My feeling of stomach ache is like stomach vommit, it can't be put to words, it's so hurtful. There is no word I can commit. I know I need to care about publicity. Fuck. Anyway, sometimes I feel bad at speaking. Sometimes, speaking is just… Just having a speech fucking sucks. Always pretending to be suitable to others like an item Just fucking sucks. I can't put my feelinsg to words. Words are way too gentle. Way too gentle in this language.
Everything is simple except for my person. My body feels terrible, especially when I don't make proper decision. I don't know. I am confused and I can't act like functional member of society. Even if I tried hard enough, I feel very muddy. Not that I can. Well, someone with so many potential enemies isn't pathetic on that level to not be able to defend from them.
I wanted to share.
I feel very shitty, it's continuation of my Woot Deluxe Special Edition. Sharing with the world. If the world has problem, I don't want to hear it. My migraine is weird. Sometimes, I feel migraine from my mental state and get stomach cramps too. It especially comes when I am talking to people or when I have some interaction. When I am doing something I dislike, it's the way like Holy Spirit forges itself from my body through like Turgor to my brain motion all on its own. manual motion. My body thinks before I understand. It has always been like that. Thinking with my body is so common. Like my body already made a decision and knows everything and mind is letf confused. I might be having ultimate immunity. Kind of like lizards are very stupid but good at survival, my body is moving at all but I am trivial. Trivial bug!
Sometimes my body tells me what's bad or good decision. But My Brain Can't keep up. I don't know what to do. I am confused. Sometimes, I have opinions on people with these feelings. Though, I don't know then. Sometimes, very often my body makes wrong decisions it turns out I pay dearly. Amoeba moves its chemicals to move its body. It doesn't rely on functional brain.
Fuck
My Stomach Is Full. it hurts fuckign aaaaaaaaagh
fuck
My stomach hurts a lot. My body demands to write something. I am clearly against it. asking my body, why? Why?
But it's time and age. I age. I am 21 year old boomer who never experienced a touch of a woman. Somewhere on biological, there is a feeling like I am missing things. Maybe, my entire life is like that. I am missing things, slowly slowly rotting each week. Getting weaker. Hated more by others. Looked down more. That feeling of being left out comes from this. I don't know what to write as the feeling is like real. Like not mental. My body too. Like my stomach begins to hurt, I get fever and whatever I think about it affects my body like its already happened. Like there is rigor mortis. RIght now, I have horrible brain fever from some decision I made few minutes ago. Isn't that scary? I feel so tortured. I don't why I announce it publically but it's sort of what I Am Made to do by that thing. By the very thermodynamics that my flesh obeyed to.
Yes, I am not dying. I am working Okay? New pages will soon be implemented. That include such things as,
that I am working on:
- Rules pages
- Ban page
- Error page
- fixed css for nykola 1 and nykola 2
- other fluffy stuff
- new formatting for text
blahblahblahblah I am bad at memorizing things I've been doing, I sort of have ADHD. But trust me, a lot of updates will be coming in the site. This is not final state. !!!!!!
Okay, now that I finished setting ads up, I will introduce the rules to each board.
From now on, boards will have themed rules!
Read more about my future plans for the website.
I removed ads upon everyone's request. They are no longer appearing.
Currently, I am testing ad networks. I am not capable of using all of them, however the ones I am using seem to at least be working. I am Russian so I have issues with using any ads. Now, I am testing whether they can bring substantial income to the site, if not I will remove them. I will decrease the scale of it, that is only temporary so do not worry.
21 year old incel.
ATM running this site, message me if interested.
Many might be asking what I am planning to do with the project in the Future. I actually have a lot of thought on this project, for me free speech on social platform - that shall become rarer with progress of civilization, that is something I would like to protect, maybe. I am sort of thinking of some projets that will be beneficial in some way or some other, as the novel platform for people in the future. Freedom of speech. I want to pursue that idea. I don't say I am aware where that will take me.
Why Me? Why Am I doing it? And Why should I be? Why should it even matter? Life is like a wind for grains of sand with unpredictable flows each moment, I don't understand it. I know that it's important. I know that it is. And so, just like that wind can be affected by something as slight as flunctuation in warmth caused by starting a fire, … I don't know! Maybe, just maybe there is some positive change that we don't see. Whatever truly happens, I want to try my best to work. So, that people will one day see the site and consider it a warming gesture that brings them some merit, in other words I'd want to embrace the concept of freedom.
Chudpol has been running for MONTH. I have plans for this if I don't die, throughout seasons I plan to keep this website running, running and running like a machine. I, you know am glad we are kicking too. It's not that hard to do nothing but it requires effort to push chudpol upwards.
I am planning on continuing pushing the project upwards, even though there are many obstacles that will come in my way. I am happy that this project has survived already this long. But I don't plan to stop.
I might go to sleep knowing it lives to see tomorrow.
I don't know where he is hiding but he lives with me. I am honestly pretty confused where he habitates. AS he would die from starvation. Any idea where I should be looking? I couldnt find him literally anywhere other than under bed.
I feel a bit tired and I haven't trained in months. In subsequent periods, lost a lot of bodyweight, so I need to exercise today. I don't know why I am talking in encryption. I feel bad.
I fucked up.
making churro at some point.
Cloudflare is working as intended. Do not worry, this is new normal.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mbHeddAnrZs
why is that I always learn life from britbongs?
I am sorry that I scared you.
I have made part frosting for the use for churro. Stay tuned to me making full recipe. If it turns out right and the conditions are good, I might be able to complete churro.
Otherwise, I might actually die.
tomorrow I might not be the same as today, beware.
So, I wrote a really cool message and then I figured out that I was removed from mod permission.
Just know that we will fix everything and don't worry too much. I might cook churro tomorrow.
We will not continue using Cloudflare, forever.
once I login to my account.
So, the spam on churro came back more than ever. We are moving to cloudflare very soon though, so don't worry. The bots will hopefully stop then.
we will get our own custom css.
Also, I just was scrolling through some videos…
I guess it's my plow to say something, maybe.
So if you want to have a girlfriend, I can share advice. Here are 10 rules of perfect relationship:
1.
What? Is that not enough? It should be legalizedx that once you are determined to be legally con artist instead of prison you lose human rights and become the hunted, so that the right for your life is now expired. Don't listen to this shit, brainrot coaches, all of this is created solely for profitting of an idiot. They don't care about what you want or love relations, they want to make money. There's nothing they can that mediocre person cannot do, do not listen.
This site is finally at once working.
As I've said, the problem was with the developer fucking it from another imageboard who offered help. We are not making the same mistake. I am the solo developer. Another thing is, we are not a part of soyjak-themed or any other imageboard. We don't want to be affiliated with them. We don't to interact with them or do anything. Please, take your bullshit somewhere else. Stop advertising. Take it Away.
See ya.
But don't worry because the awesome server, once we are back… will go back stronger than ever.
The server will be moved somewhere today or tomorrow, possibly. Hopefully, it will fix issue. Thank you for sticking with us whole.
We are upgrading to a better hosting provier.
Stand by as I am upgrading it, no you don't need to find a new domain, not problem.
Memory issue or something failure-related to vichan code problems. We may possibly have to manually fix the entire thing if we don't find any offered solution.
If you want to support the site, you can send money to our BTC - bc1quavr2ewvydtjyhzez8vw2ssy2g4j598328duct. You don't have to send a lot of money, any support would really be appreciated.
Dev fixed it.
It's actually fucking WORKING!iT's working the site is working now! FUCK CAPTCHA! FUCK bots! Fuck this shit. Let's party tomorrow and drink the greatest ale.
P.S. There are a lot of things that will have to be fixed in upcomig weekdays. The first week we have survived. The second week is gotta be more maintenance to do. Currently, the site is genuinely usable, we will leave that. And continue with more technical problems to fix.
Oh we pray for you, Almighty God, please help us fix the site.
Pray for the site.
Yes, I know there is now issue with posting on the site. The Captcha completely gone insane and I will try to fix it.
Sorry for that difficulties.
So, the problem with the site persist as the villain Quote tries to spam /pol/ with his purchased proxies.
We will be trying to fix the problem. Don't worry though, we will get back to work soon enough.
I am currently investing all effort into forming new bot repellant system. The new captcha will replace the current mainstream one.
Sorry but /pol/ will be temporarily locked, you can post on the other board.
Let's change themes.
chudpol.online is now registered as part of domain., finally we done it. Next is themes and before we know it public /int/.
Somehow, we got some technicalities working. I don\'t even know
IT was planned!!!!!!!
Just wait till I figure things out but it should work!
BTW, I can\'t stop listening to very cheesy radio songs with female singing lead. God Damn it.
The site is under construction. There are a lot of problems. However, currently /qa/ and /pol/ are available. Many things like board categories will be added soon. I am main Developer at the moment. We also have few jannies.
As for the content, illegal material and pornography are strictly forbidden, as well as malicious links. Enjoy sharing your nation\'s culture!
The site has begun on the 29th of 2024. After restart, it is now fully available.