/bb/ - Big Boobies

Firstly, boobs arent the only sexy part of woman. There are many things that are enjoyable annd honestly to me its just an enigma. I am not sure I understand why I like it. For example, artificial onahole makes me feel cringe, or fake bodypillows and etc. IF its not real human then it doesn't feel attractive, sure of course this is simply psychological. And psychologically you can not like anything but some fundamental things are so fundamental that it's difficult to think of it as not sexy. As I am writing this post, it is in my hopes to comprehend my childhood infatuation with boobs and why I liked them so much since early age. But firstly I'd like to establish what pleasure is and how it exists for me. I think it is crucial to accept that it is part of my identity or personality or some kind of character that plays on my obsessions. Maybe I am just cruel or maybe it is my instinct to seek force until something finally breaks? I am not sure really how it works, but definitely sexual desires are intertwened with one's view of the world. Perhaps, my autistic way of thinking also? When I think about what makes me feel sexually motivated it goes without saying that fundamentally all of them are normal with a pinch of sadism? or some kind of mania… I think my inability to accept static peaceful life plays huge part in the way I think of sex itself - I want more and more of explosion. A big explosion, and I am waiting for it, waiting for it.. Like someone who is obsessed with rollercoasters I have this margin of infantility in me. I wanted things that are cool as a kid and not cool, and hanged with people who were weird and avoided the ones who were normal and stable. In that regard, my taste is also reason why I avoided many degenerate things like prostitution or hook ups, simply put I hate normal solution to problem. I hate even contemplating it. In my world everything is abstract. And I enjoy the premise of such existence, so that is why I am so much slower than everyone, why I am such an autist!

The size of human palm is around 7 inches, the amount of squeeze human arm can do can equal to 450 - 700 Newtons, that means that this potential force can break almost anything except solid bone structure. The surface area is irrelevant, all this strength exists in a human body, in my body and it feels powerful to squeeze something with it. But pleasurable is when you are by far far stronger than the object you are sqeuezing, it is reaffirmation of my strength. That I reached the roof. It is probably due to my lazy way of thinking my entire life that I have this kind of joy. If I enjoyed hard work or work to do I wouldn't bother liking boobs either, so I want to rephrase it for readers: I love stability and /caaalm/! I like when things go as planned and I like not worrying. I feel I could have been different. That I could have picked different lifestyle if only real life had real problems… But real life is way too fluffy. It is way too meaningless. There is too much entertainment, consumerist burgers, I can't stand finding meaning in it. It's too complicated for me. So I was slowly and slowly picking more cowardish options. Because that ishow this world is built, not on bravery but on the most logical convinient solution to problems - self-interest. I really don't like this world at all and never felt like protecting it. I think it has a lot to do with my inability to see beauty in small miniscule things and also from fear and lack of concentration. everyone keeeps walking in this world, it is a busy city. Yet here I am being romantic even for milisecond! It makes me feel like I am being punished for every moment like that. But even when I try to accept this cynical dystopia with selfish little fucks, I am unable to fully live by their rules, instead I become quirkier as in to react to change, to revolt against them all against their robotic lifestyle. I always wanted to be Adventurer. And I wanted to slay monsters! I feel in normal world I am not delivered chance to prove myself in that way. I know I know… Sure! This is infantile but I can't express how deep inside it is in my heart… IT's just I can see the deeper shallow nature of these people, despite there being many hobbies and beauty in it, the cowardish sort of exploitable way of mindsets it was so apparent that I always ran away in my quirkiness afraid to ever meet them. I wish there was just meteor, maybe then. they'd think? Nah, even if they die they will keep to their ways to lying and scheming and toppling one another, and all of that scared me a lot so I seekd comfort…

when I look at anime boobs what comes to mind is an enemy, undefeatable rival. No matter how much you squeeze it, it comes back. It is a fight. We fight to see who will remain. That is what I found out just a few moments ago, the boobs are pleasurable to look at because of its deformations. The most attractive boobs arent saggy ones but opposite the one who are packed by force, the ones who are protected by certain shell, no matter how much you squeeze and hit it they always come back….LIke a rubber ball? Indeed. I am sure silicon gummy bears can feel that way, however they are not shaped as they are in anime. You see, as somebody who rides rollecoaster I am in a loop, you squeeze boobs and then they return, squeeze, they're weak.. so weak… I am powerful. I am the strong…. It makes me feel amazing, I don't know to look at that explosion that is about to happen at any moment and it does not… It is sadistic and masochistic towards myself. I know I talk in abstract but I feel like the way they are drawn fascinates me. Now real life breasts can be similar especially when they are in tight clothing. Of course. However, fat is even lighter than water and well falls to gravity, I thought about it a lot, what is better? Of course, the volume is better and it shouldnt easy for gravity to defeat boobs. But the problem with silicon is that it is not soft, you cant change shape as much because even when you squeeze it will take that oval volumous look. The thing that makes it awesome is when breasts lose completely and get squeezed to oblivion. >picrel2 >picrel 3 Fat does deform unlike the silicone, it is even lighter than water at 0.85 density! BUT without tightening of some sort of clothing it becomes very saggy and doesnt have the shape which ist he most enjoyable part the anticipation of death not the death itself, the moment of compact shape when you are waiting to destroy it when you except to destroy it that is the instictive feeling. >picrel 4
Its these volumnous entity that is watiing to be destroyed, however if it fights back. well its not good either, so even low cohesive gel cannot truly fix it i real life.

Either way, natural breasts with fat is probably good as long as you wear clothes , right? You have compact created by clothes while fat remains in breasts, I never undesrtood why they didnt just add fat inside the implant wouldnt that solve things, but anyway.. I am talking about anime breasts here that is why clothing paizuri is sexy as hell to me it makes it tight already all you have to do is stick my item >>picrel 5 But I found the perfect balance, no it is so funny because it has nothing to do with fake breasts.

You see the way mammary gland works is by bouncing back in its shape from Hydraulic Pressure and elastic recoil of the grandular tissues, when you squeeze the very central part of the breasts that doesnt have fat it bounces back perfectly. without bra.
The breasts filled with milk are far more enjoyable to comppress that the fat part. In fact it is the ultimate enjoyable zone. The fat part itself as I've said never bounces pack, it is not opponent and always a pancake even with ligaments or what not. (they play relatively insiginificant role at actually protecting fat) but the glandular tissue is extremely tight spots therefore it builds pressure back. I am sure you can cause damage to them under enough strength though… Ignore it! This means that true large breasts have to have larger milk area, not fat to be satisfying. The mammary gland has milk which has nowhere to run, sacks and myoepithelial cells which are similar to muscles, basically when you press it it fights back. you can feel the pressure.
But cohestive gel doesnt obules and ducts tightly packed in breast tissue have nowhere to release milk almost if areola is not stimulated.

okay, so now i will collect basiccally fundamental difference that makes anime tits different

fat
>is very compressionable therefore cant hold the cool shape without clothing
>BUT the fingers suck it up, it feels good ruining its shape so easil;y

silicone
>it has a shape which is good on its own
>but you cant just put your finger in it, its plastic not liquid so it deforms lik erubber ballnot like water baloon that is bad

mammary glands
>respond naturally like fat although denser but
>they are mixed with fat too

One way or another natural boobs are superior and having too much fat is just not healthy, ultimately increasing mammary glands 1 to 1 with fat is the only way big breasts could feel amazing while keeping a shape, that is how I feel anime breasts are like