/int/ - International

So, I feel like a lot of people hate me at school, probably because I'm slow, I feel like it's my fault for not having socialized with people my own age, I never had friends on the street,People don't like talking to me because I don't know how to hold conversations. They think I'm childish, so I deepen my voice when talking to people, so I have a more adult voice. I usually get nicknames. Like lolcow, 4chan, fascist, sick, worm or skeleton for a long time I had the nickname eggshell because they say I'm empty and as useless as an eggshell I don't have any friends actually the only people I talk to are serb and woot I feel so happy to have friends like you guys Well people are cruel to me and I don't know why I used to think it was because of my depression but people include depressed people but exclude me Well, people compliment my friend's cuts, but my scars are often called disgusting, for example. To my friend they say "you are very strong" and to me they say "why didn't you cut deeper"And this makes me so sad lately I don't do anything in the classroom and I don't talk to anyone I spend the day drawing and when I'm at home I usually watch iceberg videos of schizos and stuff like that,What I want to say thank you be and woot for being my friends