/pol/ - Politically Correct

Idon't wanna work on churro

i dont wan to
i feel so depressed nobody ever cares.
nothing matters just my insgificance
i gotta work and do things
but i dont know i have no clue
like someone who lost all purpose
I alays valued myself materistlistically thats what people want
thats how people view me
so now id ont even know
i dont know how i sohuld live or how much time should i spend on things.
how i sohuld laugh
how i should sit
i am not sure whether i should hold stretching stance for 1 minute 40 seconds or for 3 whole minutes.

i dont know anymore i cant make decisions and maybe i gotta thin kless.

think less?
but what about contradictions?
h,/// i am really jealous of how sherlock talks about not knowing basic astronomic knowledge of earth reovling around the sun but manages to deduce criminal cases. the way he developem,d himself to deal with one nuance he is sherlock. he is human
but me? i am just no one. nobody i dont exist so Iwas never acknowledged.
and i dont know what to do now
without existence i have no meaning, but i always used others to view my existence.
i am no one