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Fish 08/19/25 (Tue) 20:24:25 No.9353 [Reply]

3 days unit the party…

Fish 08/19/25 (Tue) 21:26:35 No.9354

i am going to sleep….

Fish 08/19/25 (Tue) 23:22:24 No.9355

what party

Fish 08/19/25 (Tue) 23:26:00 No.9358

>>9355
It's his birthday

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Fish 08/18/25 (Mon) 11:46:45 No.9322 [Reply]

is it possible to take five soybooru posts?

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Fish 08/19/25 (Tue) 12:49:18 No.9334

Hopefully not…

Fish ## woot 08/19/25 (Tue) 12:50:47 No.9335

>>9333
no not here but i have existensial crisis.
on one hand i dont like pretending to be schizophrenic im really not
on another hand i am kind of schizophrenic as well if like doctor heard my thoughts etc.

basically a doctor told me to or recommended me to visit psychiatrist. thats what
but im too scare do fcalling them
i need to write some kind of letter or something to warn that things might be grim or something.

basically heres the deal
>my medical card says something about scchizophrenia
>but i have only visit psychiatrist like twice and i dont rmeemebe reven talking to her i just remember her treating me like shit
>just liek i sadi in my old vlog i was in psychiatrichospital but… like how to say it. i exprienced fucking nothing
firstly, psychologist gave me some memory tests i kind of failed them it was hard for me to concenrtate and i have very bad memory
so i cant memorize.
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Fish 08/19/25 (Tue) 12:56:20 No.9336

basically the way i feel right now is that being schizo makes me feel good
because it means i can get passport without military verification? or fucking whatever its called.

but on other hand pretending to be schizoer is … confusing. i am not like schizo schizo by any specific thing.
tbh with you if i actually told them literally everything about me like every single thing then yeah theyd diagnose me with schizophrenia instantly

but if they just ask me "well whats the problem?"
"uh none?"
i wouldnt be able to direclty tell them my problems. from my personal point of view i dont have "problems" at all
or at least not in ways that can be described substantially
like i can just tell them "well uh my doctor told me i should visit psychiatrist again in case"
but i wont be able to be diagnosed so its waste of time

!!UaaNf0Nsa. 08/19/25 (Tue) 12:56:35 No.9337

i dont really know what being helped means.

Fish 08/19/25 (Tue) 13:04:34 No.9338

>>9335
Similar Situation
I suffer from intrusive thoughts but when i think something related to Lukyon or Sekai Oni-in-general they go away

Fish 08/19/25 (Tue) 13:07:44 No.9339

>>9336
>>9337
Not sure what to say….
Other that hopefully you manage to get out of russia since it something you deeply want!

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Fish 08/18/25 (Mon) 03:41:13 No.9319 [Reply]

>wake up at 6
>got coffee
>got dinner took shower
>did drying of hair
>wit till 8 AM
>goes to sleep again

Fish 08/18/25 (Mon) 04:23:20 No.9321

forgot to say i also trained

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Fish 08/17/25 (Sun) 12:15:07 No.9308 [Reply]

going to start working on that essay today!

Fish 08/17/25 (Sun) 13:06:59 No.9309

First i will go to the church with my dog then shower myself!

Fish 08/17/25 (Sun) 13:08:26 No.9310

>>9309
that is awesome today is sunday

Fish 08/17/25 (Sun) 13:09:24 No.9311

lol I used to miss old young days when you joined these groups on telegram like these nazis were gonna do important like they thought they were so slick etc. now they look embarassing….

Fish 08/17/25 (Sun) 13:10:06 No.9312

they look so dumb and as average guy i think too much of america
i just wish i could own freaking guns like them
entirety of america looks cool

Fish 08/17/25 (Sun) 13:11:27 No.9313

but i noly want to live in the part that is like forest like montana

Fish 08/17/25 (Sun) 14:38:06 No.9315

>>9310
also can you help on the essay later?
>>9311
slavic neo-nazis are weird!
>>9313
russia is pretty diverse i heard!

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Fish 08/16/25 (Sat) 11:44:42 No.9302 [Reply]

going to take a walk today

Fish ## woot 08/16/25 (Sat) 12:23:58 No.9303

I played umineko in the park

Fish 08/16/25 (Sat) 13:49:35 No.9304

https://drive.google.com/drive/u/0/mobile/folders/1t4DhrxksPoZ6DRBqAw_6OivpsXtieXDD?usp=sharing

Fish 08/16/25 (Sat) 14:16:47 No.9305

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I like Floyd being like this. instead of IRL crackhead itd

Fish 08/16/25 (Sat) 14:18:18 No.9306

this is christianslop get addicting flora

Fish 08/16/25 (Sat) 14:18:47 No.9307

FLORA save me from addicting videos cancer

Fish 08/14/25 (Thu) 19:53:11 No.9293 [Reply]

when I come to Brazil, I will literally run just runn if i can before being sent to war.

Fish 08/14/25 (Thu) 19:53:26 No.9294

i will day being there for year

Fish 08/14/25 (Thu) 18:39:59 No.9287 [Reply]

FUUUCK why is it so hard to upload on mega even without

Fish 08/14/25 (Thu) 18:40:29 No.9288

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not nearly the size of the game

Fish 08/14/25 (Thu) 18:44:33 No.9289

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god dso many backgrounds… so many crashes…

Fish 08/14/25 (Thu) 18:45:16 No.9290

listen bernkenstein and beatriuce the war le message bad

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Fish 08/14/25 (Thu) 16:03:55 No.9282 [Reply]

just found out about pixiv for chinese people
https://www.lofter.com/front/login

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Fish 08/03/25 (Sun) 18:37:16 No.9029 [Reply]

i need to rest….
i am not sure what to think anymore……

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Fish 08/12/25 (Tue) 09:40:18 No.9224

>>9221
what are you talking about?

Fish 08/12/25 (Tue) 10:30:20 No.9226

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I WON!

Fish 08/12/25 (Tue) 13:32:32 No.9227

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Fish 08/12/25 (Tue) 13:41:17 No.9228

I'll come back later therefore stream ended
i gotta cook steaks.

Fish 08/14/25 (Thu) 13:01:49 No.9277

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i am somewhat and still sad….
but….

Fish 08/14/25 (Thu) 13:04:39 No.9278

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I might just be suffering from Lukyon/Sekai Oni burnout!

I just need to leave her for a bit, sadly, but it will make me feel better and my love for will be the same then!

Fish ## woot 08/14/25 (Thu) 09:06:36 No.9273 [Reply]

FINALLT I CAN DO A PLAYLIST ON CYTUBE

I SET UP A FUCKING PROXY JUST FOR THIS

btw cytube blocks vpn for some reasonhttps://cytu.be/r/songrequest-woot

Fish 08/14/25 (Thu) 09:30:26 No.9274

MY COMPUTERT CRASHED FUCK YOU SNURFL SHARK

Fish 08/14/25 (Thu) 09:31:00 No.9275

umineko download is now gone because it crashed…
i'll do it closer to night
'it does respond badly

Fish 08/14/25 (Thu) 09:31:25 No.9276

i dont have that many usbs t odo it

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Fish 08/13/25 (Wed) 21:21:17 No.9256 [Reply]

It is blurry for a moment, but my senses start to focus. I see myself. I become you. The rockstar I always wanted to be. I have everything. The world is under my control. Why did I ever worry? I have found complete bliss. I was created in your image. Or perhaps, I created you in my image.

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Fish 08/14/25 (Thu) 08:30:38 No.9267

yes i was using vpn but i set up a fucknig proxy
my own finally my own proxy it is fucking working although it gave errors in the system

Fish 08/14/25 (Thu) 08:31:32 No.9268

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sorry i am downloading umineko right now.

Fish 08/14/25 (Thu) 08:34:34 No.9269

sorry flora im bit busy i want to answer but none of my things are available none speakers nor even the phone

Fish 08/14/25 (Thu) 08:38:49 No.9270

setting up SOCKS5 proxy isnt that easy with password
i thought i could just do it through browser apparently not
but now it is so comfy
the only issue is the app i am using to do it…

Fish 08/14/25 (Thu) 08:39:20 No.9271

lol tihs app is pretty smart though anyway gotta eat guyys flora and serb im hungry

Fish ## woot 08/14/25 (Thu) 08:45:27 No.9272

okay i made it better

my proxy is working now i dont need to suddenly crash durting streams
i dont need to search through vpns for hours…
it is easy.

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Fish 08/13/25 (Wed) 21:20:34 No.9255 [Reply]

A cold, desolate world that will eat you alive. I thought I could find safety in this world. As long as I had my special rockstar. Yet eventually, slamming my heart against the rough pavement. I gave out. It was all too much. I could never fix it all, I only brought destruction. Scattered my mind across the instruments, rust and dirt of my kingdom. And died alone in some abandoned gutter.

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Fish 08/13/25 (Wed) 21:19:01 No.9254 [Reply]

I am sitting at my throne, in the tallest tower. The empire had gotten too big. It was built on broken promises, it had to fall eventually. I didn't expect she would be the one to do it. All I wanted to do was sing, and you took it away. She told me. Then a bullet through my brain. And a fall from the tallest tower in the city.

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Fish 08/13/25 (Wed) 21:18:06 No.9253 [Reply]

I see you, but from a distance. Every moment I recorded, analyzed and repeated. What was creating these emotions? I could not explain, next to you I felt so small. I knew everything about you, but you didn't recognize me. How could I live with this unresponsive love?

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Fish 08/13/25 (Wed) 21:17:00 No.9252 [Reply]

A never ending tour of life. WE had the music, the drugs, the love. I had my special rockstar. Reality was always following us, just out of sight. The party ended and the dream collapsed. We weren't gods, we weren't saviors. Just two lost mortals overestimating our grasp. The crash came down hard and left me dying on the side of the road. Looking up into an endless sky.